Monday, February 18, 2013

Health is slowly coming

TRIGGER WARNING: NUMBERS (but in a positive way)


Today I am 109.7 lbs. BMI: 19. This puts me, for the first time in about two years, in the healthy weight category for my age and height. And the weirdest thing about it is that I expected to be disgusted when I looked at the scale... but I wasn't. In fact, my actual thought was, "You know, 109.7 is still pretty small." And it IS, in the normal, real world. I can't believe my brain has actually come this far. As little as a month or two ago, such a weight would have caused me to have an absolute breakdown. Today I could look at it and see it as not only a good thing, but STILL SMALL. I don't 100% know how this shift happened, but I'll take it!!!

I AM GETTING HEALTHY AND IT IS A GOOD THING!!!!

1 comment:

  1. This is huge to think where you're thinking has come from. Kudos to you. And remember, take one day at a time, nothing changes overnight... Butterfly girl...

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